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DANGER: Don't Feed the Girl
Created on 2007-03-05 12:32:46 (#12429884), last updated 2007-10-13
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Basic Info| Name: | [U R B A N * H I P P O] |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1979 |
| Location: | UK, United Kingdom |
BioI am not my clothes
I am not my hair, my weight, my skin
or however I may happen to look today.
I am not my career(or lack there-of)
I am not my talents or abilities.
I am not whatever my mother, father, or anybody else may think of me, whether good or bad.
I am not my age.
I am not a concept.
I am me: faliable, imperfect, complicated me.
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I wish that I truely believed that I am not my weight. How can those numbers on that scale dictate my mood, my feelings and if I am going to have a good day or a depressive, oppressed piece of crap fat day today? I don't know how, but they do. I want to lose weight more than anything.
I have lost half of what I want to lose so far ... and before I put any more weight back on I need to lose the rest (66lb/30kg), change my lifestyle and keep the weight off.
I have been living in England for the past 2 years and I go home to New Zealand in July 2007 - so there is my deadline ... 66lb lost by July 11th. I want to be a brand new, reinvented person when I step off the plane at Christchurch International Airport, New Zealand. It's now or never.
_________________________________________________________________________________________
So this is a journal of thoughts and actions. Because I consider it personal, it is freinds only - but please ask to be added if you're interested in reading.
Thanks
Em x
I am not my hair, my weight, my skin
or however I may happen to look today.
I am not my career(or lack there-of)
I am not my talents or abilities.
I am not whatever my mother, father, or anybody else may think of me, whether good or bad.
I am not my age.
I am not a concept.
I am me: faliable, imperfect, complicated me.
______________________________________________________________________
I wish that I truely believed that I am not my weight. How can those numbers on that scale dictate my mood, my feelings and if I am going to have a good day or a depressive, oppressed piece of crap fat day today? I don't know how, but they do. I want to lose weight more than anything.
I have lost half of what I want to lose so far ... and before I put any more weight back on I need to lose the rest (66lb/30kg), change my lifestyle and keep the weight off.
I have been living in England for the past 2 years and I go home to New Zealand in July 2007 - so there is my deadline ... 66lb lost by July 11th. I want to be a brand new, reinvented person when I step off the plane at Christchurch International Airport, New Zealand. It's now or never.
_________________________________________________________________________________________
So this is a journal of thoughts and actions. Because I consider it personal, it is freinds only - but please ask to be added if you're interested in reading.
Thanks
Em x
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